realization

i like giving hugs away.

it is nice and warm. it makes you feel special.

when people close or not-so-close to me hug me, i do hug back.

i return the favor.

last night, it came to me that nobody i really liked/loved/fell for hugged back.

well, i’ll just hug myself. (so pathetic)

oh, wait. there is an exception.

there was this girl/ewan before and we just got in touch again, after six years, a few days back. and good for her, she’s now married and just gave birth last month.

(so pathetic, my life)

MMDA Signage trip

For crying out loud!

just doing some house cleaning

i know i have been inconsistent.

there’s been too much clout around me.

Fix You Up ~ Tegan and Sara

What do I, what do I, what do I need
To do to get myself in a better mood
What do you, what do you, what do you need
To do to get yourself in a better mood

Well there’s not a lot for you to give if you’re giving in
And there’s not a lot for you to feel if you’re not feeling it
You bring it up and bring it in and we’ll get you fixed up in no time

What I wanted most, what I wanted most, what I wanted most
Was to get myself all figured out
And what I figured out, what I figured out, what I figured out
Was that I needed more time to figure you out

There’s not a lot for you to give if you’re giving in
And there’s not a lot for you to feel if you’re not feeling it
You bring it up and bring it in and we’ll get you fixed up in no time
Cause this love is all I have to give
This love is all I have to give

Fix You Up (Demo) – Tegan and Sara